Guity ='[

    I coundn't how to explain my feelings in words nw...... The friendship between I and my coursemate is more tension... I know everyone's mood is alike bomb where it may bomb up anytime ,anywhere..especially at this tension moment.. So, Im not hoping u to forgive me but I wan let u the journey is still long.... Even myself sometimes may have this kinda mood but not at all the time.... Sometimes is better to gain a friends than an enemy because friendship is not in a such easily way to gain I really apprieciate the frienship that Gived coz I believe friendship is God-gived.... I know myself attitude sometimes may let others felt uncomfortable, I hope u can understand me, I try my best to curb this situation to happen coz not only u feel uncomfortable but myself too.  Thatz y I not used to blame others for most reasons if the case really pissed me off, i will take action to against you but the reality is rarely happen on me... My life's role is try to make everyone of u feel comfortable when closed to me.

  

FKEE NITE

fac KING and fac Queen

OUR 1ST EVER FACULTY NITE WAS SUCCESSFUL HELD。Thz for thoose who willing turn up our fac nite dinner! Though this dinner was small, but is means alots to us! =)

Workloads

MATHS TEST 2
EC TEST 2
C++ TEST 2
MATHS ASSIGNMENT
MORAL ASSIGNMENT 1
Kenegaraan Pre-presentation
Kenegaraan seminar paper + presentation
Moral assignment 2 and report
C++ programming project+ presentation
Electric circuit assignment+lab report
Engineering and Society's report
FINAL

LoVe or It juz a lie to me?

Do you agree?

u will only have such feelings when it comes to you.

"Love the ones who hurt us,

and hurt the ones that love us."

I still remember when u say" I Love U" to me,

My heartbeat was freakin fast...

"I LoVe U"this 3 words, do u mean it ?

Or It juz lie after all to me and u feel lonely wanna find someone else be ur toy to get rid ur boredom?

And now I am a person who juz mean to u as a suitor or an anonymous juz pass by in ur life?

Its means u juz playing my feeling

I was thought u're serious with me

now everything is changed!

U broke all the promises that you gave to me

U start to avoid me and never give a damn or a words to me

U are killing  me with lies

So what I meant to you nw?

A toy, A suitor?

So I will never fall to another stupid confession the second time and being trapped again...

p/s:人类自古以来爱犯贱，所以请自爱不要让他觉得你很cheap.

My experience, my feel

What a miserable life at my university, all tests , assignments and presentations put in a same month!! I have to finish 5 assignments in a same week!!! Initially , the assignments loads given is 3 bt later on add 2 more and all these stuffs' due date are same. Arghhhhh~~ *faint. Have u ever face a situation alike whenever u want start to do ur assignment but u din have any ideas to start do ur assignments ...whatever matter u have tried like until crack ur head and yet still dunno how to start to do these stuff as time past flies.....
Recently, i found out an very intresting thing from almost all lecturers in  my uni, where they share 1 common habits is like to give assignments to students at last minutes! Hey, how they expect a student produce a good product in a short period! I really feel dissapointed to them  and they make shame on my university's reputation...
But what i meant is not all lecturer have such behavior, there still have some did in very efficiency way.
I had finish 3 papers in 3 consecutive days, luckily my brain still can funtion well. Overall-- I manage to do and i really hope can get a satisfy results. My another mid-term sem break will coming soon after 2 weeks , i can go bk my sweet home and hug my little cuttie nephew!

However i not gonna waste this break for any reunion and outings coz after this break i gonna have final soon! =)



Another hectic week ='(

"Wow!" "Congratez!" "You already achieved to another milestone!" "How does your uni life rolls?" "Haha, all the best to u and have a awesome uni life!!"
These are words that i heard either before and enter my uni. Everyone seems had set a mindset that uni-life si totally awesome and joyful!
Well, I would to tell them the uni-life ain't goes so easy, but i did not totally denny that there is no fun at all, is depends how do u perceive it. Maybe it meant to others is fun but for me is really boredom and hurtful.
hahahaha... this is so-called "university's life". So lame i am. =))

I had been past a toughful week which really consume me alot of time to crack my head on those fucking assignments, but this juz a starting point for me is not the rite time i have stop at here.
I have did my presentions with my group peers yesterday, but I have to say is I  totally unstatisfied the things we done. Ehmm, atcually none of us are  really put the full effort in this presentation coz there have still another 4 assignment and 3 test which is V.I.P subjects waiting us to settle down. But, I feel a little relax now coz TODAY is WEEKEND which mean I can sleep late a bit (usually I will sleep late but awake before 7am). HAHAA... don't u?

I gonna be very busy in next week, all the assignment's due date and test will be do it in same week and my uni convocation festival as well (Luckily, I did not involved it) . *faint.
I felt so sorry to my brain coz it maybe damage severly in  this 2 days. ='(

Do u ever feel like when u wanna do ur assignment but u did not have any idea how to start it.
This is the problem im facing nw......
Crack my head and dig my brain deeply.....
cout>>"no outcome.">>endl;
Its really pissed me off!
I REALLY need someone to lend a hand to me at this V.I.P moment.
To be honest, I very weak in my electric circuit which I did not shows very intrested in it.
sounds like pathetic....
Anyway, I will soon back to hometown after this hectic month, what i have to do is do my part and try my best, thats all. Whatever.

This a reply  I would to give a special one. Pls, don't misinterpret. I not meant to others.
I did not misinterpret ur pic, k. What I told u is I curious to noe. Thats all but dun think to a another extend.
Even though I keep alots thoughts and words in my mind, but I do not need to told u.
Sometimes, some words are not meant to be spoken.
Its better not to be told to others for any misinterpret extend.

Ran dom

1.Though that i can't go to skudai today, bt yet stills i have others activities goes on, my assignments which initially given to me 2 only, bt juz recently add up 3 assignments! How am i goin to finish these stuff within 1 weeks? So, i would to say thanks to mine group peers due to their best committment to accomplish these stuff! ^^ thz Beth, Zeezee, Mei Yan, Siew Mei, Derrek and last but not least Kim Seng. Thz ya, for being lighten our workload in this heavy workload period!


2. Apart from them, another person which i owe her alots in my life is, i would say thz x infinity is my sister! She is best one who sayang me alots juz after my mom! I guess, without her in my life, i cant imagine future would like... Though she is very rare in home since im primary student and v had been 7 yrs not meet yet, bt nothing can broken up our bonds! Haha! Sister, sorry for my what i did in past and now where nvr think abt ur situation, though that u're now working very tough in others country now. I noe life couldn't be so easy, so i will appreciate what u gave to me and our family as well. I hope u're fine there. Opps, forget to mention u, my dear eldest sister. U also very important too in our family, don't jealous due im too over puji ur sister.

Haha, she looks so gorgeous, rite? My second eldest sister =)

Of course, i did not forget u, my eldest sister. =) The baby looks cuttie, rite? I love him so much!

Haha, I guess everyone of u did not noe i am twins, rite? So for those who havent see him b4, nah, here is him, Oh shit man. Haha. R us looks exactly same?

U wouldn't be see him and me walk together in a same uni. So, pls dun afraid for misrecognize us.

Haha, i juz wan to get rid of mt boredom.

Study, study......

2. Prom

my tablemates

My fac senior as well an ipohite too.

perfomance by 2nd seniors, dancing divas.

A very creative booklet design

handsome and gorgeous.

dancing

 

These are some of the pics that snap in prom which held in landmark hotel.


Thatz all for my blog here, juz wanna get rid of my boredom.
This october really a hectic month for me, 3 assignments and 3 tests.
Screw u!!!

T__T

Again, my mood is sway again.... Sigh.... Since no 1accompany me go to skudai n its really a waste if myself alone go there.... Do u think u will enjoy without anyone accompany with u... Try to imagine that u're now goin to a strange place and met those strangers, can u survive there? Totally no fun at all, sebagai balasan, u only get tire only..
So, i decided cancel my trip, lol bcoz its sudden comes across to my mind and i do not planning it proper at all, so my frenz keep request me cancel the trip,. T__T 
Ppls who r close to me, they will found out im that kind of ppl... did anythings never thinks about the consequences b4 and i can hold on others stuffs aside , juz to focus on particular stuffs only...haiz, if  I plan it  earlier , i guess it move on smoothly....Now everything messed up, cant control my moods now.... *moods sway again......

GOTO study lah, ah boy! DO u think u have enough time to do ur revision, huh?

Update

Ishhh~~~~ I wanna goto skudai, bt not even 1 rent car is available today! They do not noe the demands is greatly increases? They should provide more car to feed enough the demands from the students. Sigh... My mood nw is sway again and its kinda like being throw from upmost to the bottom... Bt anyway, i still have my own way to got they, do u think i that kind of ppl easily giving up? The road is nvr end, its depends u choose which pathway as ur continous journey. So, go there or not? The answer is "yes!" This is my first time be backpacker. God, pls bless me have a good along the journey.