Christmas and Holidays

 第二年第一学期终于来到尾声，煎熬了整十五个星期的讲堂，
久违的温习周又来啦！
今年的温习周又刚好碰巧到圣诞节，我已有整两个月没回过老家
当然是要好好要回家充实自己，寻回自我，把那在中六求学的精神给找回来。

Paiseh，没把圣诞节倒数给拍下来。

与老友记在圣诞节在Station One饮茶。

我家的小瓜，看他表情丰富，就知道他可不是一般的小孩那么简单咯！

什么是爱情

什么是爱情？
                爱情是： “纷纭人生，千万人之中，

                                  唯独是他映入我的眼帘。

                                  他纵有许多的缺点，

                                  但他圆满了我。”

我活了接近22年的人生，

可是爱情从来都没有驾临在我的身上。

我自问我没有那个本事去爱上一个女生，

就算我们双方对大家都产生好感，

我只能对她犹如妹妹一样，

因为我很介意我目前的家境背景

我不是来自一般的中上收入家庭，

我的父母俩不是现代的知识分子即拥有稳定的收入。

他们俩恰恰相反，

但他们俩可给我一个现代家庭的父母不能给的

温暖的家

因此，我对爱情止步，不敢对她在做进一步妄想。

对于现在，我只想把我目前的东西搞好。

虽然没有谈过恋爱，

但我至少什么是爱。

看着许多朋友不停为爱围绕，为它抓头，为它歌泣。

这不是真真验证了“人生就是为爱而生！”

爱情是要双方涉及的，
所谓孤掌难鸣，
即使其中一方再怎么去爱另外一方，
但他还是对你无动于衷，
结果换来一身伤痕。

爱情不是去爱一个完美的人，

而是去接受他是一个不完美的人。

然而大家都不完美，都有太多缺点，

然而，是爱情所有的瑕疵，

是爱情的满目疮痍是大家心怀感激，

伸出一双震撼的手，

去抚爱那个甘愿与你共度下半辈子的人。

改革·能吗？

中国改革先驱孙中山曾说过：“革命尚未成功，同志还需多多努力！”

对！对于本校唯一一个华人组织-敦华，再她刚诞生在这敦大时，她曾经面对无数的阻扰，他也曾经面对举办活动的内部问题。而她现在却面对了一班执委冷却对待她。

如今，她已经不起风浪了, 改革固然迟早是必要的，但这需要一班热血及毅力高强的同学们唯有才能把敦华搞得有声有色。

虽然敦华不像其他大专中华组织/华文学会一样，能搞得有声有色的大型活动，但其实敦华也可以搞一些小型活动/中型活动一样有声有色。

要把一个组织搞好首先要把每一个执委的职位重新定位并再加以目标及能力范围。

当然，她也要得跟得上时代的步伐，所以重新定位是有必要的。

所以，章程、宗旨、目标、未来动向是有必要做出调整。

To be continue

敦大·失望

岁月总是不留情，不知不觉已经在敦大待了一年逾。

一年里的岁月真的能让我对整个敦大观察得透彻，她的所有一切真的只能用一字形容：“烂”

从校方行政管理到大学硬体设备再到学生领导能力，真的有点让我怀疑，我真的来到大学吗？

犹还记得当我收到offer letter，心里顿时跳出个大疑问："UTHM或敦大这是什么大学啊？"

接着当我来到这大学时，我心中的焦虑越来越紧张了，“为何我来到一个大学座落在那么落后的小乡村？”

不过这些忧虑这是暂时性，只维持大约一个星期。在这迎新周里，认识许多同单独报到的大伙，心中的“火”又再度开始燃烧。

我开始对这大专展开一系列的自我定位寻找。一年过了，敦大在我心中的疑惑也获得揭开。

于比其他国立大专学府比较，敦大每一年都在招很多新生，但却没有建新的宿舍，反而关闭一座宿舍村，所以每一位同学当升为大二生必须让路给大一生，也因为这个原因，往往敦华要举棒任何一个活动都面对人力缺乏及青黄不接的老掉牙的问题。

不止是敦华，这老掉牙的问题也同样发生在其他社团。

要迈向真真的一个大专的路，还远的很！

Flu, sore throat, fever

Ok, before start writing about main idea as topic as above, I apologize to all my dear blog readers for had been long period did not update my post. Ok, here is goes.

Today, I'm not intended to skip the maths lecture but I couldn't open my heavy eye lid as 1an hour earlier before the lecture start. Moreover, I fall sick which is turn into worst condition since the lab lesson plus I feel my whole body like want fly away when walking and have a heavy headache.

Sick is so united in my uni, I saw everyone are coughing, fever, not feeling well and bla bla bla........... around in my uni. Will it like those H5N1 flu or sars perhaps others else flu spreading away in my uni? 

Aiya, I feel a bit helpless in these few days when I fall sick well, since my peers are moving out from the hostel but I decided stay in hostel, so should I say I'm padan muka!?!?!?

Anyway, I want say thanks to Zee Zee, thanks for help me take the vege food and coincidentally, I was oversleep after 6pm  which is a fixed to take the vege food from the lady. Thank you so much so for help me this careless guy in this very moment. :)

Ok, its time for go on the bed to take a long and deep nap. 

I am so wrong with Love sense

Being an "extraordinary" apart from typical peoples is not a wrong things. But If you confirm you're wanted to be so, there will be much consequences will appear in a short time.
Last time, I was always talk to myself I am not "extraordinary" people, but however I had stop when I meet one guy.
But yet until today, I still confuses..... whether I should drive to the "extraordinary" path or to" normal" path..
I am still on searching for the answer...

REMPIT!

Recently I get myself a new hobby, know what is that? hehe is CAR DRFIT! Yeah, you din't listen wrong, is CAR DRIFT!!!

Rasionally, its illegal stuff but why I still get addicted to this stuff? Its because everyday I had to work till ten o'clock night and there is not much car on road on that period, add on I just want rush back my sweet home. I found its really fun and intresting when I drift car on road! Did you? LOL

夺回那属于我们的高中青春

其实这一部《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》是九把刀其中一部有好几年及销量蛮高的作品，并受到尤其是刚踏入社会新新人类的读者追棒。

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》叙述自小古灵精怪的柯腾和他的一群好友，从国中开始直至成人，为了心里共同的女神沈佳宜而开启爱情争霸战的一段精彩过程，柯腾和沈佳宜的结缘，是来自於己身过度恶作剧而遭受的处罚，两人一开始彼此仇视，不过日积月累的相处，反而增进了彼此的好感，但当柯腾展开追求，沈佳宜则开始犹豫不决，柯腾和沈佳宜原本该成为恋人，却又因种种变故而必须分离，他们仍心系著彼此，而好友们也加入了这场拉锯战中，随著时间的流逝，这群好友都已长大成人，必须朝向新的旅程继续奋斗时，再度见到彼此，那段年轻时的不羁岁月，与心目中的女神种种，都已升华而成另一段美丽的回忆!

当我看了这部电影预告，说实在用一种让我重温以前在高中的生活，那一段与一大群朋友们一起玩，一起笑，当然没有一起哭啦。其实高中生活，我可以说是最舒服比起当刚踏入社会工作的压力来得比较少。

当然请别误解，一直沉迷在往事对不论是生理上或物理上都是百害无一利的事，不过偶尔回想那段不羁岁月，目然回首，我心中涌起那非墨笔能形容的感受。

Start from here

Again, I unemployment. Well, my bookfair working life is just put a foot stop but it doesn't meant I will stay at  home for 3 months without find some income sources. Working is not torturing life, instead it is growth process and get equipped ourself with socialize skill from daily routine.

Frankly speaks, I am current quite addict with this sort of busy life while I can earning some money. Don't you agree? Lately, I am back with Jazz music life, my current work is selling recommended music some sort like Jazz, new age, country song, pop, and bla bla bla but most is in Jazz.

Joanaa Huang quite impressive me with her magnetic voices, like this her N debut, "Start from Here", I quite like this song much where this debut title  is like get myself with a newborn life. "Step with a  little step everyday back with a major mile achievements."
Happy holiday Peers!

第二届敦大华语辩论赛

在回敦大途中，我选择了在KLCC suria购物广场兜一圈`，果然大都会的人真的比一般的城市人别有一番时尚味。说真的我还想多逗留在KL几天。

逗留在KL那短短几小时，就得赶回那被油棕园包围的校园筹备敦辩二共有十六支大专角逐这届冠军杯。

开幕典礼背景。特别感谢所有敦辩二筹委连夜赶工设计这简单而不失气派的背景（虽然是临时构思，已经算不错啦！）

敦辩二书刊.

马来西亚高教部副部长莅临敦大为敦辩二拉开序幕。

赛场。

敦辩二闭幕礼暨总决赛。

敦辩二闭幕礼暨总决赛背景设计图。

人生价值观

家永远都是我的精神支柱，在家休息一个星期，我在对于任何事物抱着那坚持或许这么说会更贴切，我不再把我的视野枷锁于一个小小的视野里，对人生价值观的认知也不再于与以往一样。或许从另一个角度诠释，事情没有你所想象得那么差，生命其实是美好的，关键是在你如何去诠释。也许你说为的负担也因如此释怀。
当我在遇见你那一刻，我尽力预压着我心中的澎湃，但我知道那个从前不能再回来，回想起来是我自己一厢情愿，
常言道：“孤掌难鸣“。
其实自己一个也可以活得很好，至少你不必承受另一个伴的压力及约束，你只需付你一个人的花费，
不是吗？
我相信好的事情不会离我很远。：）

Home Rolling! :)

Yea, I hereby to declare that I officially independent 4 months from now onwards from the miserable rural university life. Yea, back to my food paradise hometown where its nurtured me from childhood u until now. This 4 months rural uni life indeed , I really gain strength how to struggle rural life which is nothing to for you spent with alots retards mind peoples throughout these 4 months. I shall lower down my expectation especially my uni peers and never try label them stand same line with those come from prestigious universities which we are labelled as "undergraduates" but with vast different perspective.
From now , I can throws all my books, papers, notes aways from me for 4 months, but I need to find a part time job to backup my financial savings. Indeed money is most essential for everyone in the world especially when you reach to the adult stage.
Home is a place for everyone to relieve your stress, to comfort your soul and energize your strength.
Home , here I come!

Give up

After spent my time for this entire second semester in uthm, I have that kinda bad feeling again which like last sem I didn't really learn much what I had learnt in this semester and ended up get a bad result. THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT! 
Actually I shall plan a well organised learning planing before the lecture weeks proceed, guess it won't be happened on me again and ended up screw hardly my papers in final.
Actually I have kinda feel like want give up as the time flies and approaching to me course I totally no idea with all my subjects in this sems. Can the time rewind again? If I did a good start, guess I won't be in uthm and won't be bla bla bla ... *Giving excuses

Well, this song I want to dedicate to all friends whose are struggling and strike for their final. Believe your faith, YOU CAN, I CAN!

Study Week

Boom! Whoa! 14 weeks in uthm has past like in an blink eye, its time for me study and brush up my every weakness in each single subject. I had total 4 papers in my final. Will bee sooooon of my fb for fews day.
I will move out from hostel in next sem, but I seems like dun wanna move out. I still struggle for that cause in terms of transportation, facilities (cause my future housemate dun wanna buy a washing cloth machine), and I deny that the rent house is quite small, bla, bla, bla...
But in terms of security, yes, cause we are know each other very well.
The road not taken, I still stand in the diverse of a road.

Irresponsible

Have u deal with those irresponsible idiots? Yes, I always met those irresponsible idiots but the points is how do u deal with them.
Do you know I was fall sick and rush to the pusat niaga siswa at 1am though my class is start 3pm?
Why I so stupid to waiting ur guys for 2 hours and ended up my ilness getting more severe.
You told me that U have so much test , class bla bla bla bla bla....
U keeep talking shits to me, idiots!
I have my class, assignments , and tests too! U tot I feel so free juz wan to call a meeting to meet ur guys?
检讨你自己吧！

我需要你的安慰

最近的我忙死了，敦大学生事务处每天给我吃白果！我从上个星期到现在每天去探访他们，每天他们都会给我吃白果。就说昨天好了，跑了六趟，六趟都无下文。我还有许多课业，功课等着我去完成，你知道吗，敦大学生事务处？ 不止如此，你还要我跑去许多地方！一个简单的文件，却要花费我许多珍贵的时间。我终于明白“birokrasi"的滋味。

最近的我觉得好累，不止课业上跟不上，还有许多的lab reports, assignments我也不知几时开始叠得如山那么高。突然，我想回起你。我知道那次我对你是一个错误的决定，造成现在大家处于一个“尴尬”的局面。我很想有一个人给我一个拥抱，精神上的支持我，让我有更多动力去完成我的未完成的东西。我知道那是一个大家都不能回去的过去，我不能再妄想你还能对我怎样，我只是希望你能活得更好。

我对你彻底失望

我对你彻底失望，我再也不会对你的态度抱着任何希望。
我一次又一次叮嘱你这个、那个，我犹如好像你的再生父母。
你可以成熟一点？你已是大学生了，虽说是一年级，但你不是小学一年级。
每个人都有自己的事而忙，而你却不给以任何配合，还要别人处处谦让你！
你从来不想想别人的感受，只顾自己这个周末有没有的回家。
不止如此，你还常常迟到，还要别人催你“到了么？”“会议要开始了！”
我很想对你说“地球很危险，你会火星吧！”
你到底有没有感到慚贵？好要人家那样说你！
忠言赠你："你再不改，你会很难立足."

I hate G**

Yess, u can describe me as an a dicriminatism people if you are identified urself as g**.
If u are straight, then don't ever be curly or g** and think twice perhaps more than that.
If someone people persuade be one of them, he started to flirt you by various ways as such sms, msn, facebook, phone calling and etc.
If ur felt urself get started fallen to them, u may regret and leave a uncure scar in ur heart for entire life.
There is no love for either g** or lesbian, u can't birth for homosexual cuz God has created men and women whoes genetically different and only within man and woman can reproduce the homosepian species. So, what is so good to being gay or lesbian? Ask youself and think twice.
In addition, these g** or lesbian are not reliable, if u get  close with these type ill-minded ppl together actually they just utilise you to get rid their boredom, they don't ever give their true love to you cause they themself don't believe there is a true love in relationship either g** or lesbian.
Lastly, I really hate these ill-minded ppls and I had identifiefd them in my uni. I know you may comment that they did nothing to me, how you know they do nothing to me cause you are not me?
Last but not least, to all fellow gay friends , I hereby declare here that I am straight, STRAIGHT, STRAIGHT GUY.
Get it?

I LOVE HONG KONG!!!!

             Hmmmph, today is due date for pass up individu assignment to Mr. Zahrul for the Etnic Relation. Mr. Zahrul is the nice and kind ever lecturer among the lecturers that I had met since I enter UTHM. Under Mr. Zahrul class, he try put his effort to make this subject more intresting instead of  boring and dump, moreover, he also try to increase the sense of awareness in political issues in terms of etnic throughout this subject.

           I was sitting in front my lappy from yesterday night till this afternoon roughly about 1pm, at last I accomplish this individu assignment and pass up to Mr. Zahrul around 2.30pm. Lesson learnt: No more last minute works for any subject again, to be frankly, last minute work really make my all stuffs masse up and exhausted. Today have heavy rain fall again in Parit Raja but fortunately there is no rain fall by the time when I arrived Square One, batu pahat. I had my fifth time for watch movie alone again. Oh well, actually I really enjoy to being alone watch a movie especially that theatre was not full-house

I <3 Hong Kong, superb nice ever Hong Kong made movie!! Make me laugh from begining till the end.

Thumb up for all actors appeared in this movie!!

from left: Tseung, Sandra Ng, Leung

Friend A: Chinese New Year has past for been long time ago, u just have watch this movie, its seems abit outdated, dude.
Me: cannot meh?!?! Lei chui ah! =P

                                     

Back to Parit King.

Can I revind to 1 week ago as like talyor swift's song named Back to December? 
Everything is fined before my new sem start.
Thatz the end for my lunar new year, all wells but doesnt seem everythings are as well.
Oh well, I have only celebrate cny for 4 days, its doesnt seems pretty much enough. sigh.
Once again, I am back to Jungle Uni, is time to start my rush and bored rural again.
When I can get my own motorbike? So, my shoes can wear keep last longer.

Random stuff

I had been around 1 week++ more did not update my blog, I guess your guys especially my blog stalker may curious about what I did for these past 2 weeks, rite?
Alrite, well I can adapt my life in Uthm and the small tiny town, Parit Raja as well  though I spent my most time at my uni hostel cuz I already familiar and control the things which in my expectations. There is not much differences compare during my life at last semester.
Well, just some little thingies here abit update for instance, my faculty office have been shift over to the front faculty building since the faculty buiding have being operated for neaerly 5 years. This moving will bring convinient for me and others FKEE students as well cuz we no longer to run both side since the office and the faculty are placed in one place.
Second, I have join alots activities in this semester for instance the Uthm mandarin debate club's nation cup competitions as the one of the committee member and as the perfomer of Uthm tiong hua lunar new year cultural night and Japanese cultural club etc. So, yeah January and February would be my hectic and rushing months for me.
I guess I wouldn't others activities cuz the 2 activities that I stated may consume me alots of my leisure time, may even sacrifice my sleep time as well. Who noes? *Sigh
Japanses cultural club is newly formed club, appearantly there is not much member in this club since it just have 1 month history from the date of official formed, but this club have a great aspiration move on cuz its have a lots plannings will be conduct in this year, however I quite dissapointed that there is no included the costume-play festival or some others alternate festival which is alike it though it considered a grand festival celebrate in Japan.
Before I ended up here, I would to shave out some hilarious stuff to your guys. HAVE A NICE DAY =3


Malaysians have a unique way of communicating with others in shorter but effective sentences.

SITUATION 1: If someone is staring at you and you feel uncomfortable.

ENGLISH MAN: Excuse me, I think you have been staring at me for a long time. May I know what the matter is?
MALAYSIAN: See WHAT?!

SITUATION 2: To seek permission to enter a room.

ENGLISH MAN: May I enter the room?
MALAYSIAN: (pointing to the door) Can ah?

SITUATION 3: To confront another person who has done something wrong to you.

ENGLISH MAN: I would like to make it clear that I do not like the way you are treating me.
MALAYSIAN: WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM LAH?

SITUATION 4: To seek confirmation about something.

ENGLISH MAN: So, is it a YES or NO?
MALAYSIAN: Can anot?

SITUATION 5: To express disgust.

ENGLISH MAN: Damn it, this is really annoying.
MALAYSIAN: Pergi mati lah.

SITUATION 6: To express surprise.

ENGLISH MAN: Oh, my gosh! That's amazing!
MALAYSIAN: Like that also can ah?!

SITUATION 7: To disgree with another.

ENGLISH MAN: I am afraid I don't quite see the matter the way you do.
MALAYSIAN: Lu xiao (gila) kah?

P/s: I copy this from my friend's fb. Copyright (c) resevered.

I wan these so desperate!!!

Yeah! I want this so hardly! Since everyone is getting the apple's products ie ipod, ipod-touch, iphone, ipad, etc.

Ehmm.. well, I gonna save money from now onwards to buy this!!!!

and motorbike too!!!

At last, but not least, I not a spoilt brat! Oh well, Im juz like others, I do have my rights to desire to deserve get these stuffs, rite!?!? Booo! :3



My second sem began aka My 1st Post in 2011

Yea. My new semester aka second sem in UTHM is began!

Oh well, within an blink eye, I had my 1 sem life in my uni so unconciusly.

Yea , guess I had spend about 6 months life at Batu pahat.

Everyone especially those aunties and uncles are still thought I'm like study at kinda like Johore Bahru Big Big BIG CITYand yet very nearby to SINGAPORE whenever I had been told them one by one and so many times untill my sounds burst.

Actually is not!

Ok, my uni is located at a place where called Parit Raja,  yeah, a typical small town where no entertaiment at all such as karaoke box, cinema, big big shopping complex and etc.

Well, if u urged need these entertainment, u nid take at least half an hour bus goto the more bigger town called Bandar Pengarram. Well, its a small town too where it do not have so much trendy retails here and foods here is totally not NICE at all. *thumb down for them.

Do u get it? Hope I wont repeat and repeat again and get to role my tounge for explaining this tiny dumb stuff, k.
Uncles and Aunties sekalian, tuan-tuan dan puan puan yang dikasihi, USE GOOGLE SEARCH LAH! PLEASE! =P

Ok, lets move on to What I have done for the last few days. Ehmm..., I had a great once countdown with my friends  Actually this was my first time countdown with my friends. Sounds I like a san bah lou. =[ .
In the contrary, My friend , Kar Kar, guess he has a lonely countdown celebration since his parents has played a guilt card to him meanwhile since he has spend too much time on outings during his holiday.

*P/s: Kaka, the day of the journey is still long , celebrate it on next time and I feel abit envious cuz u have hillarious and care about u family, appreciate those momnet with them. *Wink

Ehemm, I was got scold from my parents for I was took nigth bus depart from Ipoh back to Bp. Well, I knew they very geng jiong about me since I told them I do not have any friends accompany me. Consequently, they ask me change the date back to my uni since My Uni would be not have class on first week. Who knows? Well, I keep prentend and comfort them dont worry about this since I'm not the first person took nite bus, but still it is not safe at all since the crime rate have been increasing in fews years lately. However their face showing with WORRIES to me about my journey. Well the peak is here!!! Ehmmm, Eventually, It was so coincident my primary classmate a.k.a unimate Kit Joy was took same bus with me. *Hati lega. 

P/s: Mum and Dad, I safety reached my uni jor!

OMG!!! Initially, I tot all my roomate will keep remain same roon with me, yea I have same room again with my 2 chinese roomate, but I HAVE A NEW ROOMATE, this what I was told by roomate, ChangYong before the day I back to my uni.

I was got Shocked is like get short-circuit by current that kinda feeling.

I was have so much thoughts sudden came to my mind,

"  Can I stay along with him in this coming fews month??"
Ehmmm, all these freaks thoughts was fly away from mind in an blink eye when I have a talk to him.
Oh well,  I wish can stay along with him peaceful and harmony within these coming months .
Yea, this also my another new year resoulution for this year! =P

My new semester is start! Guess gonna have a new torturing and boring life here. *Sigh. Actually I wanna stay fews days more at IPOH  since My uni have a kinda bullshit norm aka traditional where usually lecturers wont start the lesson for every 1st week of every new sem, morever they juz give a small brief in a short while to students corresponse to core business of the subject only .Ehmm...but this time, I really want "drop spec" , well all my lecturers they did a good job and set a role model to others lecturer where they start teaching us with the very first chapter of the subjects respectively. *Big claps to them! I guess I will have great sem here since I have a great opening here (juz wanna hypnosis myself in a great life, ehmm, recently scientist have did some research regards this where the more opstimic u have, the more healthier life u will have!) So, I better keep continue "hypnosis" myself.

Oh well, there is no such call "Perfect Ten" in this world. I have get freaking frust from my Koko aka co-curriculum in this semester. I wonder why the freaks UTHM koko centre keep offering those freaks and fucking koko subjects instead of those dynamic, intresting subjects
or open more sections of those higly demand subjects
to students since it is not applicable to trend of this fast-pace and highly competion modern life, such as: Pengurusan Jenazah, sembelihan and etc. Do U feel wanna laugh for it? LMAO! Weird Though!
 Ok, the storyline is goes like this. Flash back to my last sem, while others faculties was open the line to let their students register subjects respectively, the funniest things is happened! My beloved faculty FKEE havent open subjects to let students register with a funniest excurses that i ever hear i.e ..somethings like this lah.   "...Since the Faculty of Science, Culture and Heritage havent offer subjects to  faculty, Tunngu lah, tak tau bila buka..." thatz the answer I get from the staff. Well, you dont get clear what I mean? Ok, In short words, U have to register the with at least total 12 credits hours subjects , then u only can register the co-curricular subjects. Get it?
Well, thatz is no more options that left in the website, so I have no choice, just pick the among "best" 1 which is community service where it no need march and get sun-burn under the sun. *hypnosis myself-ing. That is enough, I enough fucking from them.

Well, jump to my uni Library, yea Its is one of the highlight landmark of my uni.
It comprises 6-storey, with  a trendy design, nah, my library pic here.

The interior of the library

 The new computer (hp-all in one)

I feel my uni is getting very rich since everything here is upgraded with the high-tech 1.

Ehm.... Well CNY is around the corner. Listen CNY song first! =)