whats make a true me?

Recently I found out myself I am a special guy whose did not like others ordinary guys (Understand?) Actually, I have been tried to denied myself to have such kind special habit( which I have struggled in a hardest phase) but I couldn't make it after all... The peak of this story is when I meet a special gals, she told me alots of things n she is the ones who make me realised what I am utlimately...(kinda funny hoh? What The Hell! what kind of  bored story!!!)
I noe once I admit myself what I am that is I have special common things with certain community in this world, I bet ur guys will island and discriminate me. And I will hurt my loves one most especially family, frenz whose adore me most... Actually what special I am, hehe.. ur guys found it own lah (*Grins) hehe.. Do I need to tell u or Must I have to let u noe?  U juz guess what special I am.. =P

What I can tell u is I do changed alots since I stepped into Sixth Form.. if u're one of my best frenz u will noticed my personality, the way I speak, acts..etc...My frenz most commented is " Drastically changed!" But 1 thing of my personality unchangedsince I born is " Yet until today Im still LAZY!" lol.

Before I end, so have U found out WHAT SPECIAL I AM?
(Hints: LADY GAGA)