Undesricribable

My last paper- Engineer and Society

2nd December is a date that I will never forget, guess what.
Its a date for my last paper for this semester a.k.a. my very 1st year 1st sem.
So, I hereby to declare myself that I AM FREE from now onwards within my sem breaks!
So yea, the holiday is officially start from now! U may ask where I go and roll for this "very" holiday, sorry to say that, I might not goin anywhere and I want take this advantage to earn some $$$/
Yes, I AM a poor guy in both of in terms of wealth and wisdom.
I din feel like those hardworking guys put themselve at the frontline for every class attended and understand all lesson that taught in class. In compare, I need to spend 2-3 times to get understand the core of the lessons. Its a sad case. Sometime, I din feel have like initiative to do my revision for every single subject. Please dont learn this habit, k, I am not convince you that study at last minutes is a good.
In fact, its harmful and might lead u to get fail especially in ur most weakness subject(s).
Consequently, u might retake these sub(s) in ur next sem which waste time and piss u off for rest of whole uni life.
Its undeniable and its cants the fact that I come from a low-income family.
I not like others especially those born from a wealthy background family, get it easily what they desperate. I think I need clarify I not blaming and doubt my parents why they cant give this, that for me. As compared to those child who have hard life in Africa, I feel I much graceful than them at least I live in a homony family. Simple is the happiness.
Appreciate what you have now and dont let goes with meaningless.
Money is not a big deal for everything in this universal but I cant denny its quite essential in our daily life.
I have a kinda jumbled mood which I cant desrcribe it in neither vocal nor words.
Shouldn't I feel happy? But I feel kinda sadness and lonesome still.
Sounds a  typical human being whose like to think too much that is unnecesarry.

Thanks for Alex, Chee Yang, Kim Muar, Kok Sheong and Harn Kim for giving me great once outing!
U guys too awesome! Well i din forget my coursemate and my roomates as well.
Thankz ur guys for did well along this semester and forgive me what I let ur guys feel dissapointed.
A senior told me what I learned for spending five months in UTHM, is not the big deal, the important is the experience that u gained.
So, what is in ur mind?

My first attempt

See u guys in next sem! =)